Archive for March, 2013




Words written for the mind to eject

Motivated by reading or even a tv set

Posted with nothing to lose or bet

Not being noticed is a chance threat

Countered by the ‘Like’ it will get

Leaving nothing to regret

Save for a conscientious reader to vet


Genetic Unfolding



Viewing old pictures of my brother next to me
He appears the more masculine in nature
The difference is not hard to see
This quirk of genetic unfolding
A hidden clue for differences to our journey path
He the wiser chosen; accomplishments all showing
I the sufferer, to all life’s potential wrath
This is not a sobbing tale of sibling rivalry
Nor a sorrowful cry of `oh wow-is-me’
But a case for simple human discovery
Of genetic unfolding of one’s life to be


face into madness

FACE in2 madness

The title of this piece is as reflective of my present state of mind as it is of the graphic imagery:



this life’s place


it’s a sunny day but a cold wind blows

the kind of day it normally snows

though Spring season is formally here

by all accounts this fact has not been made clear

the seemingly endless months of winter’s norm

renders the mind grey as a raging storm

pointless seems the need from bed to arise

especially when snow-flakes float before your waking eyes

woh’s me; want away from this infused-winter gloom

endless back and forth strides in my living room

if this spring-summer’s warmth fails to soon arrive

It’s not sure how much longer this life’s place – I will abide!




prisoner to this world of literary creation

word-smith to constructs of elation

though accolades are a deflation

feedback commentary give indication

if want is for self-immolation

or search for alternate vocation

both a source of much consternation

yielding less pleasure than masturbation

thus rendering this poem to nullification


need to be present


This daily cycle of repeated presence seeks to understand by examination of the evidence made available through common channel of communication shared and absorbed by other daily cycles of repeated presence but not equally shared in its understanding for each holds to its own perspective of that presented as reflected by the response illustrated in subsequent common channel of communication shared and absorbed by other daily cycles of repeated presence rendering a varied and at times turbulent response illustrated in subsequent common channel of communication shared and absorbed by other daily cycles of repeated presence thus rendering a unique set of circumstance that ripples through the daily cycle of repeated presence seeking to understand by examination of the evidence made available through common channel of communication shared and absorbed by other daily cycles of repeated presence lending to purpose of need to be present in this daily cycle of repeated presence.


Extraterrestrial Beauty


Extraterrestrial Beauty
alien sun illuminating cascading ridge
luminescent sky radiant green
cosmic spans to bridge
extraterrestrial beauty never seen


shadow perspective


As predicted, the weather has not let up and being house-bound for yet another day, I employed both my time and computer to churn out yet another graphic-video:





Fractal Cycle To Reality


Cosmic conscious’ wave cascading, rippling through universal mind of One affecting the transcendence of effable energy force to the enigmatic presence of Being, cellular  morphing thought-mind genesis creation of All emanating as fractal reality, programmed  dissolution of Body, sole Soul reason to experience tactile, sensory presence of cosmic conscious’ wave cascading, rippling……


Dreamt Dreamer Dreaming


Dreamt Dreamer Dreaming

dreaming of the dreamer
dreaming the dream
dreamed by the dreamer
dreaming the dream dreamt

Like many others, I am intrigued by the state of Dreaming.  A phenomenon majority of people and animals experience. Much research has gone into determining the function of dreams and as much, into the esoteric explanation of what they mean.

Typically dreams are suggested to represent a metaphorical unscrambling portrayal of the subconscious experience of daily conscious activity.

It is not my intent here to delve into the science and/or mythology of the dream state but, to relate to recent dream experiences I find especially intriguing in hopes that others may have had similar experience and can offer their insight and interpretation.

Firstly, one significant trait of my dream experience is that they seem to be episodal meaning; the dream will start where the same dream experience had some time in the past, ended and, it will hold to its own memory of that overall dream experience.

Next, I have awoken from three dream state levels: I awoke from a dream only to awaken again from that dream, only to awaken again into full consciousness of this reality.

Lastly, the most recent experience might be referred to as a Lucid dream state: I stated within the dream sequence the awareness that what was transpiring was in effect a dream. Specifically, I appeared to be revelling and partying with unseen friends amongst others. As I became very boisturous and behaving badly and out of character it came to me that all was fine because this was just a dream and, with that awareness, I pronounced to everyone this was just a dream so I could behave in this foolish manner. At one a point, a couple sitting at a table with their son, caught my attention. In the process of explaining to them I was just dreaming I asked the boy; what is your name?. He replied: ‘Joe’ to which I responded by shaking his hand telling him that it too was my name. The boy nor the parents had any resemblence to either me or my parents.  The father curiously asked me to explain my claim this was just a dream to which I explained my fascination and experience with dreams but as I began, I became consciously concerned of being able to distinguish reality when I would finally awaken. This caused me to do just that: awaken.

I will just add that this played as though I was looking through the view finder of a camera, the only point I saw myself in the dream was when I reached out to shake the boy’s hand and then, it was just my forearm and hand.

It is the second most recent experience of fully acknowledging that I was participating in a dream thus my actions were inconsequental. The first, not quite as detailed, occurred about two weeks ago. I can only relate to it as a converging awareness of being in a dream while conscious to reality. It is difficult to fully explain but it was though half my mind awoke and the other remained asleep or unconscious. When finally awake. I had quite the headache and left a bit confused.

It has been a long time ambition to consciously acknowledge within a dream that it being such, my actions and/or behaviour were inconsequential to conscious reality. It is quite liberating though comfounding, experience.

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